It may take some time and a lot of effort on your part but as sure as the sun rises every day... it gets better.
So, if you're facing what seems like an insurmountable challenge may I suggest you use this truth as a mantra... it gets better.
Please know that I am not making light of what is going on with you or the world at large and I'm not attempting to spiritually bypass the difficulties we are all facing.
I am simply stating what I've learned to be true... it gets better.