I have been focusing on preparing for the new normal, even though I am uncertain of what that will look like.

Some individuals are anxious to get back to how things were before Covid 19 but I have a sense that trying to get back to what was will not serve us as well as adapting to a new way of Being will.

We will all be changed by this experience and it's up to us to determine whether that change will result in becoming a better version of our selves or a less desirable version of our selves.

I'm digging deep and looking for the good that has come from this experience. My husband and I are actually enjoying the extra time we've been able to spend with each other so that definitely goes into the good category.

We've also been creative in how we stay connected to family members. I will be eternally grateful for the technology that allows me to interact with those I love without risking their, or my, health.

These are, indeed, challenging times but I know we all have the ability rise to the challenge and come through this as more grateful and compassionate beings who will prosper in the new normal.

During these challenging times I have been witnessing the best and the worst of us.

I am heartened by how many us us are working toward the Greatest Good and doing what we need to do to protect ourselves, our loved ones and humanity.

I am also disheartened by the few who are behaving in a way that puts us all at risk. I pray they will see the Light and begin to behave in a way that harms none.

Times are tough.. but so are we.

People are frightened... but still have hope.

I am concerned... but also convinced that we will come through this with a better understanding of who we want to be and where we want to go.

I find myself, yet again, navigating the grieving process. Over the past few years I've been given the opportunity to learn much about grieving the loss of those I have loved but going through the process hasn't gotten easier.

My father in law has passed away and today we will be having a celebration of his life. The will be laughter and tears. Both are appropriate.

I couldn't have loved Donnie more than I did and I will miss his physical presence in my life, greatly.

I will treasure the memories I have of his kindness and intelligence. He was a truly great man.

Some time ago I had the honour of being touched by an Angel and that encounter has me seeing things from a higher perspective.

The encounter with the Angel began ordinarily enough. I had been out running errands in the midst of another busy day. After picking up some much needed office supplies I got the urge to visit another store. It hadn't been my intention to make another stop but before I knew it I was in the Winners parking lot. I checked my watch, reminded myself that I didn't really have time to spare, then surrendered to the urge and entered the store.

I wasn't there for more than a few heartbeats when I found myself encountering  a group of special needs women and their caretakers. As I walked by I smiled as I heard the group talk excitedly about the treasures around them.

I moved to another aisle where I could still hear them and see a few treasures for myself. As I was looking at some decorative items I felt a presence nearby. I looked to see a young and beautiful Soul from the group watching me. When I smiled at her she came over to me, took my hand in hers, and stood quietly beside me.

In the few moments we stood there holding hands, not speaking, I felt an incredible wash of Peace and Love flow through me. Her energy was calm, loving and one of the highest in vibration I've encountered in a Human.

I sent her a silent 'thank you' and she smiled at me then went back to her group. I had to blink back tears at the feelings coursing through me. Gone was my tiredness... gone was any physical discomfort from pushing my body past its physical limits...gone was the need to rush through the day trying to get things done as quickly as possible. In their place was Blessed Peace.

I slowly walked from the store and sat for a few minutes in my car reliving the experience and feeling immensely grateful for what had transpired. As I drove home I marveled at how effortlessly this Beautiful Soul was able to embody the Peace I have to search for. She knew how to simply Be.

From now on, like her, I am going to focus on Being... not just doing. Because I was touched by an Angel who so lovingly showed me how.

Over the past few weeks I've been working with something called Logosynthesis. I am grateful to have found a wonderful Logosynthesis practitioner located in Dartmouth and have immersed myself in learning as much as I can about it through several books.

Logosynthesis is simple, yet, profound and has the ability to quickly and efficiently aid in healing the effects of the baggage we carry around from unresolved trauma and limiting beliefs.

Willem Lammers created this system and you will find information about him and Logosynthesis here: www.logosynthesis.net/

If you'd like to read about Logosynthesis and how you may use it to enhance your life I highly recommend the following books:  

www.amazon.ca/Self-Coaching-Logosynthesis-Power-Words-Change-ebook/dp/B00S2S2BJA/ref=sr_1_3?keywords=logosynthesis&qid=1564919707&s=gateway&sr=8-3

https://www.amazon.ca/Minute-Miracles-Logosynthesis%C2%AE-Willem-Lammers/dp/1095652427/ref=sr_1_4?keywords=logosynthesis&qid=1564919707&s=gateway&sr=8-4

https://www.amazon.ca/Letting-Go-Relieve-Anxiety-Logosynthesis/dp/0974311359/ref=sr_1_2?keywords=logosynthesis&qid=1564919707&s=gateway&sr=8-2

One of the biggest challenges of our lives is knowing when to walk away from an individual or a situation that no longer serves our Highest Good.

My innate stubbornness and determination sometimes keeps me attached to people and things long past the time I should have let go. Knowing this about myself, however, has led me to the practice of letting my Soul guide me when the Human part of me is resisting the inevitable.

I've learned that a feeling of uneasiness is an early warning system from my Soul that something isn't 'right'. If I continue beyond that point I will be given stronger and, sometimes, unpleasant nudges that my time with a person or situation must soon end.

At times I will still continue the connection until something so blatant and unpleasant transpires that I have no choice but to sever the ties that are binding me to what no longer serves me.

It's not easy to let go. We are programmed to connect with each other and to seek out groups and situations to support us and give us an opportunity to carry out our Life Mission.

Clients often ask me how they will know it's time to let go of someone or something they're connected to. I find myself telling them they'll know when there is no fear, no resentment and no anger tainting their thinking. They'll know when they've accepted that they've done everything they could to be supportive and loving and the situation hasn't improved. They'll know when they feel a sense of Peace regarding the decision to walk away.

If you are facing the decision of whether to walk away or stay I would ask that you consider if your staying is in the best interest and Highest Good of all involved.... including you.

Then you'll know whether or not to walk away.

Hearing me say, "But I see it so clearly" can be either a blessing or a curse for my husband. I've actually heard him groan on occasion when I've said this about something he'd rather not have unfold.

When we built our deck a few years ago a landscaper came in to repair the lawn and plant some trees. I had a vision for the yard that required five trees planted in a certain location. The landscaper declared it couldn't be done because of the root system of other trees. I said, "But I see it so clearly." The landscaper looked at me like I had lost my mind and, out of the corner of my eye, I saw my husband wince. Andrew knew I would not be easily dissuaded.

It took several days of convincing me that it couldn't be done before I accepted that I would not have the trees I wanted in the location I had chosen. I have to admit that I was annoyed. I had been so sure that my vision would come to be.

A year later I was in the back yard and noticed some strange leaves growing among the grass where I had asked the trees be planted. I laughed and gave thanks when I realized there were 5 baby trees growing. I put stakes around them so they wouldn't be damaged and informed my husband that I was getting the trees I asked for. I may have even said, "I told you so".

As the trees got bigger we determined that they were offshoots from my favorite tree quite a distance away. I guess the tree was listening when I made my request and made sure I got what I envisioned.